I Guess I'm Human

I truly have always thought that I was invincible.  I joke about it, but I'm serious.  I claim to be strong, thick-skinned, confrontational, and independent.  Now I understand why my mom is honestly worried for my safety everyday.  I'm too brave!  I think that I can handle too much.  The idea of being kidnapped used to be exciting because I was so confident I could fight someone off.  How ridiculous is that?  HA!  I am laughing at myself.  I took a self-defense class one semester and by the video below wouldn't you agree that I probably could hold my own?  I'm a joke.

(Please excuse the profanities, I got extra credit for swearing)

The reality is, I'm just as much human as anyone.  My friend Browyn posted something on Twitter that got me thinking (see how socially connected I am?  It's disgusting). 

"As much as we all try to be invincible, we're bound to break at some point."

It's true, and I never realized it before.  I'm not saying I am "broken", but things affect me more than I think.  Thank goodness I am busy and am not able to think too hard about this, but I still do.  Non-stop.  How invincible am I really?  How independent am I?  I don't want to be thick-skinned and appear insensitive anymore.  And I really want to get out of this funk of talking seriously on my blog....haha too late.  I have to post this.  Sorry for the scattered mood of this, but that's what I am right now, and I don't know what to do.

Happy MLK Day by the way.

I'm going to bed now.

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